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Name: Cindy
Birthday: 3/7/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: indie rock. garage punk. house music. trance. lounge. kyle riabko. french. violin. track & field. procrastination. sleep. movies. my friends.


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Saturday, April 19, 2008

有感而發

世界上沒有任何一件事是絕對的
那不然什麼才是絕對的呢?
一個人的一生可以靠不穩定的狀態生存下去嗎?
所謂的安全感在哪呢?
為什麼我們總是看不到未來?
若看的到未來就可以避免人生中的一些遺憾了
我要如何確定我走的下一步是正確的呢?
心裡充滿著上千萬個疑問
卻不知道要針對誰質疑
也不知道何從找出答案
可能這就是成長的過程之一嗎?
每一個人的一生都必須經過和體會的一個階段嗎?
隨著音樂的節奏有感而發真不錯
使心裡堆積的點點滴滴都釋放出來
讓世界知道我微小的心聲
誰能肯定一切?
誰能告訴我 我做的是對或錯?
人生最精采的地方莫過於未知
未知能使人害怕 卻又如此地興奮
未來總是充滿著機會與希望...


Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Currently Listening
Mutter
By Rammstein
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A Gentle Reminder

想必我也放空一陣子了 該回歸到現實生活囉!
我要...
變獨立、開心 、強
學習控制好時間、認真讀書、認真做事情
該長大了
已經不是個小孩了
所以一切都要為自己負責任
不能依賴父母親
其實早就有這個概念了
只是一直沒有去行動...所以
成功的差別就在這
若只是擁有念頭 可是沒有去實際做的話  就不算
懂了、做了 才算
以後要多寫寫給自己的鼓勵話
將來的路不一定會很好走
可是一定要保持好的心情才可以持續下去!
希望身邊的親朋好友一直都快快樂樂、健健康康的!


Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Currently Listening
The Fake Sound of Progress
By Lostprophets
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Whistler 2008



Monday, February 04, 2008

Reflection...

I've been doing some reflections lately and I realized that I dislike certain aspects of myself. I know what these are and will definitely improve upon them. In terms of growth? I defined my growth by the activities I partook in and the events I held. Nevertheless, there is, to some extent, an empty feeling within me. I feel incomplete. This "growth" seems too ephemeral. I long for something that holds a deep and perpetual meaning. I look around me and admire the people who have found what defines them and makes their lives worthy and meaningful while I just sit here and wallow in nothingness. Stubbornness perhaps? Why the constant reflection? Am I really that dissatisfied with life? Or do I simply have too much time on my hands to be thinking about this? I want to admit the latter, but life feels mundane. Maybe it's because I'm a bitter, over-achieving freak with too high of an expectation for life? Although I am not lacking in material wealth so perhaps this is all on a spiritual basis...

Contentment, Cindy, contentment. Be flexible. Think on a broader spectrum. Don't turn into Mr. Grinch.

Good luck to me.


Sunday, January 13, 2008

My Apparent Numbness Towards Finals

I want to do well on organic chem except I'm not as determined as I should be...

Excuses...excuses...excuses...



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