| 世界上沒有任何一件事是絕對的 那不然什麼才是絕對的呢? 一個人的一生可以靠不穩定的狀態生存下去嗎? 所謂的安全感在哪呢? 為什麼我們總是看不到未來? 若看的到未來就可以避免人生中的一些遺憾了 我要如何確定我走的下一步是正確的呢? 心裡充滿著上千萬個疑問 卻不知道要針對誰質疑 也不知道何從找出答案 可能這就是成長的過程之一嗎? 每一個人的一生都必須經過和體會的一個階段嗎? 隨著音樂的節奏有感而發真不錯 使心裡堆積的點點滴滴都釋放出來 讓世界知道我微小的心聲 誰能肯定一切? 誰能告訴我 我做的是對或錯? 人生最精采的地方莫過於未知 未知能使人害怕 卻又如此地興奮 未來總是充滿著機會與希望... |
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| 想必我也放空一陣子了 該回歸到現實生活囉! 我要... 變獨立、開心 、強 學習控制好時間、認真讀書、認真做事情 該長大了 已經不是個小孩了 所以一切都要為自己負責任 不能依賴父母親 其實早就有這個概念了 只是一直沒有去行動...所以 成功的差別就在這 若只是擁有念頭 可是沒有去實際做的話 就不算 懂了、做了 才算 以後要多寫寫給自己的鼓勵話 將來的路不一定會很好走 可是一定要保持好的心情才可以持續下去! 希望身邊的親朋好友一直都快快樂樂、健健康康的!
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| I've been doing some reflections lately and I realized that I dislike certain aspects of myself. I know what these are and will definitely improve upon them. In terms of growth? I defined my growth by the activities I partook in and the events I held. Nevertheless, there is, to some extent, an empty feeling within me. I feel incomplete. This "growth" seems too ephemeral. I long for something that holds a deep and perpetual meaning. I look around me and admire the people who have found what defines them and makes their lives worthy and meaningful while I just sit here and wallow in nothingness. Stubbornness perhaps? Why the constant reflection? Am I really that dissatisfied with life? Or do I simply have too much time on my hands to be thinking about this? I want to admit the latter, but life feels mundane. Maybe it's because I'm a bitter, over-achieving freak with too high of an expectation for life? Although I am not lacking in material wealth so perhaps this is all on a spiritual basis...
Contentment, Cindy, contentment. Be flexible. Think on a broader spectrum. Don't turn into Mr. Grinch.
Good luck to me.
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| I want to do well on organic chem except I'm not as determined as I should be...
Excuses...excuses...excuses...
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